Can't Help but Feel Sad

As an OFW here in the Middle East, I'm sad to hear every time I listen to BBC's news. I always hope every day is gonna be good for all the people in the Middle East so all of the foreigners and expats especially Filipinos working here would no longer have fearful nights and worried hearts to spend for as the days pass by. Listening to the news these days is my only chance to keep myself updated. I hope the revolutions around ME won't last for so long so to stop all these challenges and sufferings especially those young and babies. Deep sigh. :(

...and what does he care?! damn!

I just hate it when he'd pick on some points not knowing his own weaknesses and other damned businesses. I'm good and I don't pick on anybody's business and I mind my OWN! Sorry guys this blog seems to be for my rants here and there. It's just that I am even freer here than any other place. I just hate people who act like a perfect guy not knowing his own faults and mishaps in life. Why not look at himself at the mirror before saying anything right? Who disagrees? Urgh! Angry face.

Doesn't Know How to Eat Properly?

Do you like to hear someone eating like a pig? Well, as for me I hate the sound of it. Since I came here I never heard this guy eat silently. He always gulps each meal voraciously and he makes sounds like a pig eating its meal hungrily. I just hate the sound of it! I don't know when would I have the patience to hold myself. I wanna tell him that he should slow down and eat properly as what they brag they are rich in their own country! urgh! makes my skin curl. It so irritating to hear them repeat their achievements and so forth. I'm definitely not insecure nor jealous though and I know when to stop listening. Urgh! Anyway sixteen weeks and I'm off here in this land of...'I don't know.' Sighs! :(

Just Happy

Tonight's chat with my bf was so memorably funny exchanging some weird thoughts on a Valentines Day memories way back when I was still home in Cebu. We were so preoccupied trying to catch every little thing memory in our mind that we sometimes forget the proper spelling of words. We only chat as if texting! Amazing that was but we really enjoyed our time together tonight on a Valentines Day online. Though it's only online that we see and talk with each other, somehow the emptiness is lessen and that love is always there binding us stronger all these years. I'm just happy! :)

What?!

As I was eavesdropping minutes ago, I was thinking aloud in my head and said, "What?!" I just cannot get the idea behind freaking over an 800 pesos worth of bill. As an OFW, working abroad is sometimes spending money like water or at worst the other side of this coin. The son of my colleague here is just one miser who doesn't like to shell out any penny he's got for he's into saving his money for his own future. As I can see it, he values money more even if there are more important and urgent matters at hand. Well, it depends on what and as to which. But as for tonight's discussion, I can see that he's a awakened miser again. I just couldn't get behind that! What?! Sighs. :(

A Very Uplifting Message from a DOS

After a very much rewarding day today, I've got a few breathers alone in my room. I took some meditations and contemplated anything about my  life here in the middle east recently. As the days are so fleeting these days, I can really feel the emptiness in me when I'll soon leave the place. I know I'd be missing them terribly especially my students. I need to go though for me to grow and explore more of the world. I learned that nothing is constant in this world and that I need to be strong even others see me weak and incapable. I know they'd miss me as well. I just guess though. :) After tonight's chat with my DOS at EF in China, I was so reassured that whatever happens, I still have a fallback and that there's this person who's willing to help me whatsoever will be my next decision if in case I'd go abroad again. Oh no! Not again? Why? :D

Wow what a Night!

Before I doze off tonight I'd just like to share my thoughts which makes my day so great! -- Never react on things if you haven't seen it on an aerial view! :) hahah, I just did...love you guys...gotta doze off for now :) Speak soon, :)