This aftenoon I went to the nearest netcafe near my flat to chat with my Tatay as what I fondly call him. I know this would seem corny and unusual as a term of endearment for us but I think it's just okay. During the chat I cannot help but let the tears flow down my cheeks. I realized I just missed him so much when I finally saw his webcam. Honestyl, I am just so emotional when it comes to him and my family. That is why I would not talk about them as much as possible.